If I could change one major thing -- MAKE PH-SSHI NOT AFRAID OF ME.

Or ... I wish I hadn't even bothered trying to be a pre-med. Such a waste of a year.

"2PM Family. Jay, Chansung, Khun, Wooyoung, Taek, Junsu. Whenever we are running and one of us falls behind, we always carry them on our back." - Junho

Dear Park Jaebum,

I've gotten over my rage. My denial. And have come to accept the fact that you have left 2PM.

I don't think I would have minded as much if you left at some other time, but it pains me to see you go after all that has happened. To know that you're leaving amidst all this negativity. To know that you deserve a bigger and better farewell. It doesn't feel right to see you leave after having suffered so much scrutiny. Though you leaving is never a happy affair, but I just wish it was under more ... amicable and positive terms.

I only wish you happiness. I wish you success in whatever it is that you choose to do. You are a talented person and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You will forever be 2PM's leader.

I wish 2PM and everyone at JYPE strength and the best. That they can comeback from this. And that 2PM will all be happy with whatever decision they make... be it to stay together and continue on or to go their separate ways.

I wish your friends and family the best. I can't even imagine how much they suffered because of this. May their privacy and yours be respected.

I will miss your voice. I will miss you.

I will support you guys forever.

Love,

Larissa

:< IT'S SO WEIRD. Walking to school and looking at all these people who are oblivious. Laughing and stuff. It feels weird.
I just hate the fact that it all spawned from some small thing from so long ago. And the fact that peoples' privacy has been invaded to get these negative things. My only hope is that netizens will learn from this. The sad thing is is that they'll probably move on, forget this, then continue to pick on someone else. :(

And it PISSES me off to no end how fans of other fandoms are so happy about it. I'm a fan of other artists and in no way am I rejoicing about this. .. and it gives us a bad name. Like this one girl that was like "YAY SHINEE FTW!" And it just... like...ARE YOU STUPID? So maybe you didn't like the guy. I'm not asking you to feel badly about this but just respect him and the people that actually care about him. And you're giving your other fellow fans a bad rep.

#jaebum Jay & Please Retweet and Sign this Petition 'Support and Bring Jaebeom Park Back' - http://301.to/8nq = TRENDING TOPICS ON TWITTER :O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

APPARANTLY 

Flight #19
Gate S-10
Arrival Time: 12:40pm

is his Seattle arrival time? 

DEAR PARK JAEBUM OF 2PM ..

FUCKING DO NOT GIVE IN. DO NOT FUCKING GIVE IN. YES IT MAY SEEM IMPOSSIBLE RIGHT NOW, BUT IF YOU FUCKING GIVE IN, THEN IT'LL ONLY MEAN THAT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT ARE SAYING SHIT ABOUT YOU IS RIGHT. AND THEY'RE NOT. DON'T GIVE THEM THE SATISFACTION OF WINNING. BECAUSE YOU ARE SO MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN THEM. EVERYTHING THAT YOUR GROUP MEMBERS HAVE WORKED FOR WILL MEAN NOTHING IF YOU LEAVE. EVERYONE THAT BELIEVES IN YOU WILL LOSE TO THE STUPID FUCKTARDS. 

FOR LACK OF BETTER WORDS. SUCK IT UP. YES I CAN'T POSSIBLY FATHOM WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH, BUT DON'T GIVE UP. YOUR FANS BELIEVE IN YOU. YOUR FRIENDS BELIEVE IN YOU.

SORRY IF I SOUND REALLY MEAN. BUT LIKE. I AM GOING THROUGH THOSE "WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE" SEVEN STEPS. AND THIS IS THE RAGE PART.

NO LOVE (BUT STILL LOTS OF LOVE),

LARISSA

P.S. I STILL DON'T THINK THIS IS TRUE (STILL GOING THRU DENIAL PHASE). :SLDjkfl;askdjf;askdfj;alskdfj FUCK FUCK FUCK.
P.P.S. THE PEOPLE THAT WANT YOU TO LEAVE SURELY DOES NOT AMOUNT TO THE PEOPLE THAT DO WANT YOU TO STAY.

EDIT: To be honest...if he's happier, then sure he should leave. But ... it doesn't seem right? In a way... IDK. I JUST WANT TO GIVE HIM A HUGE HUG :( Cause ... even though if we ever meet, I don't think I would be his friend (cause we're so different) ... but I'd want to give him a hug. :( 

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Comment if taking!
If you want to take it out, just let me know.

ENJOY 8)

Okay. So, some of you might know that I'm doing a research paper on international fandom. WILL YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FILL OUT THIS SURVEY? :) It'd be a lot of help! And if you can, tell your other friends too, and link them to this post. I love you guys. Seriously.

1) Name; if you want to use a fake name, you may. i just need to refer you..as something. NOTHING STUPID LIKE "sexy baby112!!!121" please D:
2) Age;
3) Country in which you reside in;
4) Nationality; american born chinese, canadian born japanese, etc.
5) Which part of Kpop are you active in? do you watch dramas? listen to music? watch movies? or all? etc.
6) What is appealing about Kpop/Why do you like it? hot boys, sincerity of stars, etc.
7) Do you prefer Kpop over every other countries' cultures? do you like it better than jpop? or cpop? or it's just about the same.
8) How did the Internet bring you into Kpop?
9) How does the Internet reinforce this interest?
10) Do you take the time to deepen your understanding of the Korean culture, history, and language because of this interest in Kpop culture? do you study Korean? do you take the time to understand honorifics, etc
11) And if so, how do you deepen your understanding of the Korean culture? And why? do you study Korean? do you ... wikipedia things...? do you take...culture.classes? lol idk if they have those :| but you get my point
12) Where do you get the popular culture media?
13) Do you pay for the music, dramas, or movies that you download?
14) Have you tried to get your friends into Kpop? Were you successful?
15) Do you pay attention to your own country's pop culture/"Western" popular culture? How much? Is it more or less than Kpop? do you watch western/own country's tv shows, listen to music, etc.
16) Do you pay attention to other Asian pop cultures? If so, which ones? And is it at the same level as your interest in Kpop?
17) Anything else you want to say about being an international fan (grievances, concerns, observations etc)?
18) Do you also pay attention to KIndie music?
19) How much of the pop culture do you know? do you know donghae's siblings and his address? or you dont even know who donghae is. etc. like..just stuff about kpop in general
20) How long have you been a fan?

OKAY, so...try to answer these questions for me D: I know it's a lot, but it would be VERY HELPFUL. The more the merrier, cause I would really like a wide range of views/opinions.

So, just pimp this out to your own journal if you can.

If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

Again, THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. !!! 

And if you BS any of this, Donghae will cry. And Yehsung will touch your lip in the middle of the night while you sleep for the rest of your life.

Posted a list of hot/handsome/cute/fierce dudes and pretty/beautiful dudettes on FACEBOOK! My biased list. To be honest, it's really hard to come up with a list. :(

But yeah, if you guys want, go check it outs. http://www.facebook.com/note.php?saved&&suggest&note_id=63571751769

OH BTW. I LIKE TOO MANY PEOPLE. THEREFORE. YEAH. IT'S HARD.


But please enjoy hot picture of Jang Geun Suk~

I AM SO TIRED. ;___; huu. First day back after Spring Break. It's so tiring. And I didn't sleep well last night. @_@

Anyway, not going to comment... on most of your entries today. But I did read them!...I think. I don't know anymore.

My iPod is finally full. Now I have to start deleting shit. I'm contemplating on reducing my TVXQ collection on my iPod...but I don't know what to choose even though I really don't want to listen to Mirotic the album...but I like the song...so I AM CAUGHT IN LIMBO. IDK WHAT TO DO. :( And there's some other shit that I've never really listened to...but I still want on my iPod..cause they're cool to have when it comes up when it's on shuffle. D: ARGH DAMN ME AND MY INDECISIONS.

And seriously. I love Epik High. If I had to pick between Super Junior and Epik High, I would totally pick.... :| Actually no, bad example. ...If i had to pick between Big Bang PLUS SHINee vs. Epik High, I'd pick Epik High. Hands down. Partially cause I'd get arrested for picking SHINee and...well. Epik High is less gay than GD. (Seriously, pink jumpsuit and mop hair?)

Still stalking mapthesoul.com .

Apparently they're making a shout out to all the huge K-pop sites like allkpop and seoulbeats.

IT IS AT THIS TIME, THAT I WISHED I KNEW KOREAN AND STALKED WEBSITES AND MADE MY OWN SITE. ;____;

When I'm done with all the How I Met Your Mother quotes for my entry titles, I'm going to quote Epik High. Cause they're COOL BEANS.

NEEDS TO MAKE AN EPIK HIGH ICON.

THE ORI FRIENDING MEME

CAUSE I KNOW YOU GUYS WANT TO TAP THAT SHIT.

Big!fishy is finally fixed and ready to run! The only problem is that the wireless adapter is busted, so I has an external one. No big deal...just takes up one usb port. :| I had to download new iTunes ...and I hate it >:\

Today I read through all the old archives of Barney Stinson's blog. 8D; It took me a while, but it finished. I can't believe someone actually went and archived it all. Hard core fans.

I kind of miss Donghae already...maybe because the SuJu comms aren't really running like the TVXQ ones. ;_; I guess I'll just have to forum that shit. Boo. I don't like forums...or rather I'm not used to it.

I'm stalking mapthesoul.com like none other. It's not changing...but I'm still refreshing. I don't know why D:
And those shoes that Tablo got/made for his girlfriend. ;_________; SO CUTE. She looks better in that picture where she's showing them off. But I still don't trust her. -glares- I'm not psycho jealous or anything, but....idk. If she hurts Tablo, I wil hunt her down and punch her boobs in. 

I'm so proud of BoA :)
I would like Houston and Austin radio stations to stop being so slow and so stupid, and start playing her songs. Ugh...they keep playing the same 10 songs over and over again. Seriously. STOP IT.

CAKE DAY. Although cake didn't turn out the way it was supposed to turn out. First it was a little under-cooked. Then I left it in the oven and it turned out to be over-cooked :| Whoopee. It was supposed to be a litte runny on the inside, but apparently...it wasn't. It was still good none the less.

( Pictures. Because pictures are awesome. )

http://www.dvdheaven.com/dvd/dvd_detail.php?idx=25632
WANT WANT WANT.

I realized that I'm not much of a cake/sweets person..after eating half of my cake..I went and ate saltine crackers. :|

I LOVE YOU. AND THE PERSON THAT CHANGED YOUR HAIR.


I LIKE LAST ONE. EUNHAE 8D MY TWO FAVORITE PEOPLE OUT OF SUJU.

www.mapthesoul.com

I should start stalking that site like every day.

ANYWAY.

NEW ALBUM DROPPING ON MARCH 27th. And they're directly distributing it, so there's a high chance that someone COOL has touched it and has left their dead skin cells in your CD case...thing. ;_; Isn't it amazing. I love Epik High.

!!!!!

...I need an Epik High icon. :( I'll use Hyukjae though...cause he's a huge ass fan. LIKE ME 8D

http://dearauthor.com/wordpress/2009/03/05/review-knight-moves-by-jamaica-layne/
For those of you who don't like smut or feel uncomfortable, I guess..don't read it? But..seriously. You're missing out on the lulz.

where_wordsfail OH SO AWESOMELY decided to share this EPICALLY FAIL romance novel with me. And if you guys would like a copy, let her know, and she'll hook you up cause it is AWESOME.

To Rissa: Apparently I shared with boyfriend and he was like "THIS IS SMUT" "HAHAHA YOU KNOW A SMUT READER" and was very amused :|.



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( A lot of questions meme stolen from Seji :) )

THIS MAKES ME HAPPY.

I love BoA's new album :)